Friday, June 25, 2010

" Despair "


Standing in the midst of my dreams..

Feel trapped between egos and aspirations..
With darkness for company.
Dreams, those dreams chasing me, mocking me..
No, they ain't my worst nightmares.
I admit I wanted those to be a part of my life,
To some extent, at some point of time.
With care and imagination,
Woven with someone I loved!
Caught in the sands of time..
Each one of them,
Ask me the same question time and again
In some sorta creaking voices,
"When I'll be fulfilling them?"
"When I'll set them free..?"
I feel like a prince of some fairy tale
Pleading me to break the curses..
But a part of me,
Don't want to let them go.
Why cant they just leave me alone?
Why cant they shut up?
Choking me deep down.
The more I fight them,
The more they get anxious.
The more they encircle me like a whirlwind.
I wanna close my eyes, my ears..
Till it stops, please make it stop!
Feel out of place these days,
Wanna lock myself somewhere.
Wanna cry, wanna break,wanna keep running
Till I hit something, anything...
Feel like screaming, nothings right...
A distant light, like a ray of hope,
Hope, all I have..
Still, hoping, I wonder for how long..
Till I break down.
Secretly I'd hope,
Someone to come, my guardian angel,
Hold my hand, Show me the way...

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

" itz so hard 2 pretending...!!! "


I'll remember
Not only temporarily
Always and always
Smile for me here
I want you to know
Even though my remote
My heart is inI want you to know
Even though you're far away
You're still mine
ForeverI singing for you
I miss you........♥
Stay tuned in waiting
Will return........

- d.n -

'' my sILEncE spEaks a Lot...!!! ''


thE SiLEnce In my WoRds,
The Un-Asked QuEstionZ FoRcEs mE
to Move towaRds an UndEs!REd D!REct!on.
In Its Own CLassic Ga!t,LIfE MovEz,
OncE bL!ndEd,
thought ThERE waZ no OnE To LozE...

Deprived of the feelings of happiness,
I fEEL LEft alonE !n th!s MEss loneliness,
Finding out love In You...♥♥♥
I Try,Unable to Smile,Unable to Cry...!!!
n m fa!LEd...
n m fa!LEd...
n m fa!LEd...!!!

'' bRokEn fRnsh!p...bRokEn hEart ♥ ''


I'm Sitting here now,
Tears fall down my cheeks,
I can't take this pain no more,
I cant stand these weeps...

Writing from my heart,
As is starts to finally break,
I've been acting so happy,
I can't believe how fake...

I feel the pain at night,
Mostly when I'm alone,
I sit here on my bed,
My heart can no longer be sewn...

I'm looking for a place,
Where i can just get away,
Somewhere where i wont think about you,
Each and everyday...

The friendship necklace we had,
To sides of a heart,
I wore apart of yours around my neck,
you had half my heart from the start...

I guess i didn't realize,
you could cause me so much pain,
But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,
before i slowly go insane...

I'm so sorry things had to end this way,
I guess it wasn't suppose to be,
But please give me back my piece of the heart...♥♥♥

- d.n -

Saturday, June 5, 2010

'' Exceptations ''



* Those who will play with cats must expect to be scratched...
*If you think you can, you can. And if you think you can't, you're right...
*Unhappiness is best defined as the difference between our talents and our expectations..

'' not EvEry sm!Le iz da sm!LE...''


A fake smile upon my face...
My heart's beating And my hands begining to shake...
You gave me a hug,
As if you never did anything wrong ... :-(

I kept my head down
As if in shame
And i knew i was the one to blame...
But everyone still thinks your perfect,
But I know the truth..

All the lies and hidden assaults,
You have no shame...
My hurt my pain to you was just a game...
If only i said something then
I knew i should...
but tell was something i never could,
so a fake smile is all you will get
Because as the years have passed
My heart aches full of regret ...

by
- Deepali Nimbalkar -

'' TomoRRow iz nEvER cLEaR...!!! ''




I say I'm hurt,
but no one ask why.

they see me crying,
but they just pass by.

I don't understand why your love makes me feel this way,

because when I hear your voice,
I feel weak and walk away.

you call ma name,
and I slowly retreat
you walk toward me,
and my heart starts to beat,
faster and faster,

with every step you take,
my pain grows larger.
because I know things will never be the same...


by
- Deepali Nimbalkar -